haha...its been a long time since i hav been updating...haha...so lazy...haha...this week was again boring and repeating...maths, pw, chinese...hai...haha...but a levels is coming up, i shld not be thinking anymore...should not be diverting my attention...this week is rather weird wen i di something i never dreamt i did...but out of courage i said it...nothing much,jus wat i felt...hmmm...i guess i still think of her sometimes in the nite...the place we been to and dunno y...her laughter and favourite phrase will always ring in my head...maybe there is too many things i have kept in my heart...things that i did not say at tat time...wen we parted...i guess i hav rush into it too fast whereby i guess i did noe her well...i dunno whether keeping those things i shld had said away from her is gd for her or wat but it does not matter anymore...isnt it...meaningless but i have really fall hard, hurt by her words, but my heart had turn immune...not only she has her pain to endure...not able to say out my secrets is also great pain...time flies...many things had changed and i guess i had learnt a lot in handling pple...well...she hav found someome in her life and i will give her my best blessings...hope wat she believe and wat she does can lead her some way...hmmm...no matter whether u will get to noe wat i been trying to tell u or not...i really hope i did not make u perceives other guys to be the same as me...well...maybe wats urs is really urs, not urs no matter how hard u tries will always end up losing...i guess u will meet ur fated...dun worry...u will see...no matter how u look at me...rite or wrong, i will always regard u as my friend...currently, my heart is still numb...a levels is wat i hope to overcome now...
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